If It Feels Good, Blog It

Much to my own amazement, I am back.  To be honest, I left my blog for a while because I was so overwhelmed with a possible boyfriend that I thought I would say something rude, crude or simply so inappropriate that I didn't trust myself.  I came up with one liners and jokes that could have been used on Saturday Night,  but not intended for my readers who are more a Sunday Morning Group. The 49 year old attorney I kissed on the 4th turned out to be a good guy.  No, he has been really great to me.  He has given me back a part of me that had been slowly torn apart and stuffed so far down that I wasn't sure it was still in me.  It is.  I am a loving and willing person who not only can give affection, but I can receive it, and cherish it.  This "almost" to be boyfriend is not only a darling stud muffin but (fundamental, dear Christian friends, and my children, cover your eyes) has presented me with an opportunity to be completely swept away in whoopee passion. Who would have imaged at 60 you could have "Tim the Tool Man" bring over his toolbox and fix everything in you and your house?   I am definitely accepting that this is not a love, marriage and a baby carriage relationship ; but only I would have a man tell me he wanted to be honest with me and would give me 50/50  odds of returning to his former girlfriend or mention that he feels the thing that will end our "relationship" is my age.  That's hard to take in glaring daylight of a sunny afternoon, but right after a horse and pony show;  it makes you want to dig in with the spurs.  I don't know what will happen next but I do think it is time to return to my small simple life and blog about it.  After weeks of singing "Back in the Saddle Again"  I may be returning to my ole' time favorites "When Will I be Loved" and "Momma Told Me Not to Go".